ilu.

2004-12-30T13:35:00.000-08:00

hey..this few days very lazy to blogg.hehs.why so many ppl sick de..hees.takkaire hor..those who're sick.hees.anyways..yesterday went to play cap's ball wif the cia ppl..very fun..made new friends.haha..my team kena trashed..didnt expect to see teens dere..was hoping to go somewhere wifout teens..but in the end meet so nevermind lor..anyways..tomorrow is watchnight le..feel quite sian.dunno why lidat also..sighs..i havent gotten ryte wif Him..i want to.but it's difficult..let me see Your mission field..all around each day..feel my heart wif Jesus' love..use me Lord i pray..these words are so meaningful..i want a burden for lost souls out dere..anyways..feeling really down nowadays..i dunno why.i dont seem to enjoy fellowship wif others..am getting antisocial..help me Lord..i want my heart refined for You..(hmms..sort of started playing gunbound le..cousin started playing first de..)

2004-12-26T15:30:00.000-08:00

i've strayed away from Him..and i want to go back to Him.but it feels as if dere's smth holding me back..but i dunno wad it is..i really want a revival..how can i get it?Lord, i want Your perfect will..be my faithful guide..i will never be afraid..You are close beside..Lord..take control of my life..i want to glorify You in everything i do.thank You for loving me so much..i dont deserve Your love Lord..help me be an obedient child.amen..

sch's going to reopen soon..hope ill be a good testimony..and bring lost souls to Him..kae.very lazy to type le..byee.takkaire..(pls pray for me..thanks so much.)

2004-12-19T23:52:00.000-08:00

heyys.oh yeas.im backkk.hahas.yepps.just reached home from the wake.kae lor.hahas.inside shawn's car..it's was madness can.hahas.the back had ian,jonmuk.josh.joan and i..argh.!it was crazy can.hahas.i was sitting on joan.den my leg became numb.josh is the best whole left leg turned cold and no feeling.ahahs.anyways..before that..had caroling.it was fun lor..totally can.sang songs lyk..gentle mary.o little bethlehem.hark the herald angels sing.silent night.opps.cant remeber le.hehs.anyways..im not that sure if i can make it tomorrow for the going out thingy.but will try la..yeas.ahahs.my thumb kena injured.hahas.got blueblack and got alot of blood.nevermind la..not that pain le.hehes.(thanks ah..)kaes.nothing else to type about le.gtg.(if you really hate me so much,den tell me straight in my face.you dont haf to go around telling ppl.)

2004-12-17T13:24:00.000-08:00

heyaas.ahahs.now at home.gonna leave house in half an hours' tym..yepps.going church to play floorbball.yeas!cant wait.so am doing a very short post now..arghs..nerissa went ta kL today.gonna miss her so muh.ahahs.but she'll be back on mondae le.yeas.carolling on sunday atta wanxin's house.mid-brown skirt and white or pink blouse.hahas.cham..i dont haf mid brown..only got dak brown.yepps.so will hafta wear it and be extra.anyway..gtg le.got some ppl bugging me.kaes.byee.

2004-12-16T23:31:00.000-08:00

ahahs.my third tym blogging today.im going crazy.haas.anyways..anyone wanna go in the afternoon to church so can play floorball?hahaa.yeas.the passion for floorball is back!yay..thank God truly..but..we must balance and not let floorball take higher priority dan God..

2004-12-16T23:09:00.000-08:00

ppl..sorry ah.my doodleboard got abit problem.hees.you hafta click at the extreme left of the 'name' and 'message' boxes.den you can start typing.ahahs.dunno why lidatt also.troublesome..anyways..going off le.byee.take care loads.

2004-12-16T19:02:00.000-08:00

heyys.am back from church le.ahahs.went out wif mandachin today.hahas.she kena sunburnt until very cham can.face peeling.eew.den i kept teasing her.hahas.she didint changed.still her old crazy self.yepps.we met at far east.ahahs.i was late..by one minute.den she not happy.hahas.we walked into far east to buy her ear sticks.but the shop wasnt open..so we walked round the shops.and talk and play.hehs.very boliao..i gaf her bubblegum.i ate also.hahas.den i started popping it very loudly.she very irritated.hahas.kaes.next..we walked to lucky plaza..cos no where else to go.hehes.den i remembered that later got ppl going to buy floorball sticks.so i check check.yepps.den i mixed up far east plaza wif far east shopping centre.so manda and i met up wif lincoln and yifei and marcus and bao.go to the floorball shop lor.the shop very nice.small but kewl.hahas.bought a ball.cos mine going to spoil le.kaes.after that..the rest went to church..but manda and i were going to cine.but didnt noe how to get dere.so had to ask for directions.i asked ppl more dan 3 tyms le..still blurblur.hahas.anyways..we found our way to cine.took neos.manda bought drinks and fries.left for church after that.hehs.manda didnt wanna go church wif me.but she offered to see me to church.(so kind of her.ahahs.)kaes..reached church..put down my bag den sent her to the bus stop and wait wif her.bus came.but she missed it.daydreamer.hahas.went back to chuch..played floorball..and finally..came home!ahahs.anyways.had a great day.yepps.gtg le.byee.take care all.may the fire in each one of us for God never die out!

2004-12-16T09:25:00.000-08:00

heyaas.hahas.am blogging now.will be leaving house in 1 and half hours' tym.hehs.i managed to survive the nyte wifout fan or aircon.hahas.satan attacks those who are on fire for Him.but Christ has won the victory.so dont be discouraged.when things aint going the way you want it..always remember..Christ is in control.and He makes no mistakes.((:.yepps.that's bout it.kaes.i gotta go le. byee.takkarie aiights.cya.

2004-12-15T22:32:00.000-08:00

hahas.my second tym blogging today le.really sianded.im friends wif her again!woohoos.so happy can.let's leave the past behind us yeas?grins.anyways..im going out wif my darlinkkaye tomorrow.cant wait.hahas.havent seen her since collection of results.that's chao long can.ahahs.finally..ill be able to see her tomorrow.hahas.im meeting her atta far east atta 12pm.that means i cant go for teens singing.sighs..neberrmind.ill try to make it for fridae.saturdae and sundae.hehs.anyways..im looking forward to christmas.yays.10 more days only.and i havent bought any christmas pressies.must chiong le.anyways..gtg le.byee.takkaire aiight all of you..im missing all the graduates of 6patience'04..lalas.i really miss all the fun tyms we had together.and all the -_-''' jokes we cracked.ahahs.how i wish those days would flutter back..lyk a butterfly.sighs..(thanks marcus for helping me replace those pictures in my blog)

2004-12-15T14:23:00.000-08:00

ahahas.am slacking atta home now.nothing to do..didnt go for teens choir and carolling practice.cos i tot was on thursdae.hahas.so now am stoning ata home..regret norte going iin the first place..sighs..anyways.chin asked me to go out wif her and her friend tomorrow.hehs.but i dunwanna go.cos i dunno her fwen.den i wont talk one lor.ahahs.she norte happy.so i compromise..i asked her to go out wif her first den go out wif me.ahahs.she was happy again.hahas.lalas.cant wait to get for skoole to reopen.cos ill be going to a new skoole.den diff uniform.books.place.friends..sighs..havent been right wif God the past few days..i need a personal revival.i need to get one.sighs.reading the Bible seems so diff for me..praying too.prayer is dry..but prayer is power.hmms..i will try to read my Bible and pray everyday.yeps.hees.wells.that's all.bev's b'dae party was yesterdae.the food was great..prepared by jill.ahahas.thai stuff.yeps.had fun too..kaes.that's bout it.bye.

2004-12-14T00:07:00.000-08:00

hey ppl.

am finally able to blog.

hehs.

was away in kL the past few days..

hahas.

very fun can..

den i ate a donut..

den i kena food poisoning.

super cham can.

half of my holiday dere was wasted.

hahas.

den the other half of it was..

shoppingshoppingandonlyshopping.

but i didnt buy anything.

hehs.

mom wanted to get me a adidas shoes and shirt.

but i didnt want.

too ex le.

hehs.

anyways.

im sososo happy..

cos i managed to paint nail varnish on xavier's fingers..

eeeeeeew.

yeas.

he's a guy.

ahahs.

he was angry.

but couldnt do much..

cos i locked him out of the house.

hehes.

his mom was hysterically laughing.

ahahahhs.

he's only p6 next year..

hahas.

had alot of fun bullying him..

olivia and i were the best of friends/

ahahs.

den sequeena's dog is called sophia.

ahahas.

she very cute can.

hahas.

yeps.

anyways.

umms..

sorry ahh.

the pictures are not accepting..

jonmuk's helping me change it tomorrow..

yeps..

so bear wif it for a while.

hahas.

wells.

bye.

2004-12-07T00:59:00.000-08:00

hahas.
so disappointed with some ppl..
let God decide..
ahahaha.
im talking bout youyouyouandonlyyou.

2004-12-06T21:49:00.000-08:00

lalas.
just found out my lurffe language is quality tym.
den touch..
hahas.
den gifts..
den words of affection..
den acts of service..
hahas.
yeps.
anywaes.
bye

2004-12-06T19:18:00.000-08:00

hahas.
am blogging in peace le..
hahas.
dey went home bout 4.30 lidat..
was a wet and fun day for me..
i was pushed into the swimming pool..
thanks ah,zenia..
hahas.
heng the guard never see..
or else confirm die one..
hees.
marcus and cheryl played table tennis.
den mich.neri.zen and i were swimming.
hahas.
i going kL on the 8th.
hahas.
cant wait.
cos it means i can buy lotsa new stuff.
>_<.
hahas.
anyways.
i gotta go le.
im missing all of you..pLites of 6patience'04..
someday..somewhere..
we'll meet up again..
btw..
zenia..
i'll be praying for you de.
dont scratch kaes?
or else later will bleed..

2004-12-06T12:01:00.000-08:00

yay..
later got ppl coming to my house.
hahas.
nerissa,zenia,michelle,cheryl and marcus..
hahas.
den we going swimming and play table tennis.
den after that..
i think i have to entertain dem le..
pathetic can.
hahas.
cham..
hopefully dey wont turn the house upside down..
so must pray for me.
hahas..
kaes..
i gtg fetch dem le..
bB.
takkaire..

2004-12-06T01:15:00.000-08:00

im coming back to the heart of worship.
it's all about You, Jesus..
it's all about You.
i wanna come back to God..
and start anew in Him.
it feels terrible to be strayed away.
now im back with Him..
and i never want to leave His side again.
camp has taught me a very important lesson..
and camp revived me.
and i dont wanna lose that fire for Him.
spiritual warfare is true..
and it's attacking thoses who're serving God faithfully.
it was for me He cried, for me He died..
why would Jesus want to die for an unclean sinner like me..
becos He loves me so much..
what He did there..brought me from despair..
o how He loves you..
o how He loves me..
hey.
those whom i've offended during camp..
im really sorry..
and i regret doing so.
i wasnt a good testimony..
and i was thinking to myself..
if i had been a better testimony, i wouldnt have cried as much..
ian's preaching on Hell really brought me to cry.
i was burdened deeply for the lost.
sighs..
it's a feeling i cant explain..
a feeling of regret and sadness..
cos i didnt give of my best to the Master.
im sorry Lord..
not my will..
but Thine Lord.
i give my life to You..
im rededicating it back to Him..

2004-12-06T01:13:00.000-08:00

hmms.
shall tell you all bout camp.
day 1
met in church atta 10am.
collected camp shirt and booklet.
found out i was in galatia.
den was happy.
cos mye team consisted offe anne and nerissa.
hahas.
wells.
those were tha only two i knew.
den found out also that marc and marcus were mye leaders.
hahas.
den i also quite happy.
cos wiffe marc.
cconfirm haffe alotte offe luffter one.
yeps.
den after that, had briefing den the quest begun.
hahas.
our first task was ta do 2 and 3 pointer shots into tha basketball net.
den we completed.
next was ta go swimming.
2 peepa ta swim 50m laps.
hahas.
mye first reaction was lyk..
umms.
can i norte swim?
den hengheng i didint haffe ta.
hahas.
we went ta chinese high ta swim.
butte tha caretaker was unfreindly and didnt allow us ta swim.
den finally.
after negotiating.
he allowed.
butte only those in proper swimwear could.
anne wasnt wearing.
den i suaysuay kena haffe ta go swim lorhh.
hehs.
at first i was thinking..
50m. i confirm wunte make it one lahh.
hees.
but thank God.
i did.
hees.
hobert kena leg cramp while swimming.
hahas.
kaes.
den we completed.
den we needed 8 peepa ta drink up a large slurpee under 30secs.
butte i didnt join.
hahas.
didnt kena brainfreeze.
den we completed.
den we had ta meet uppe wiffe anotha team.
we took 67 ta newtown mrt.
den we "accidentally" met uppe wiffe caleb's team.
wells..
we didnt intend ta meet dem.
anyways.
den we completed.
den we had ta go to tampines mall.
we took 67.
tha ride was lyk..
1 hour.
can die lehh.
and tha toopid bus had no aircon.
and it was sososo stuffy.
hehs.
den i had ta fan myeself.
nerissa and marcus.
hahas.
boffe offe dem so lazy.
hmms.
we go tampines mall ta find christian bookstore.
den we completed.
hahas.
ruth,nerissa and i were relaxing atta macs.
hahas.
den we went ta take bus 29 ta campsite.
kenneth and joshua's group was on tha same bus.
hahas.
den we made alotte offe noise.
den we had sermon.
nyte game-candle fight.
hahas.
very fun.
sermon was great too.
day 2
woke up atta 7.
hahas.
was late fer breakfast.
den we had sermon and everthing.
day 3
we had sermon as usual.
and after that..
we went ta tha beach ta play waterbomb.
den avriel became marc's best friend.
hahas.
kaes.
day 4
had sermon.
wah laus.
tha sermon ian gaffe was chaoji touching can.
i was lyk crying and crying lorhh.
even during devotions also cry.
hahas.
hmms.
den after that.
we went fer games..
i did bowling.
wah.
i was so laukhui can.
hahas.
i neva hit any pins atta all lorhh.
den tha toopid ball kept on going into tha longkang.
hahas.
den i was so irritated.
hahas.
den that nyte.
i went ta tha beach wiffe euphe and melissa.
it was so beautiful.
sighs in wonder.
hahas.
den when we came back.
tha rest were playing cap's ball.
hahas.
i slept fer a few hours.
next morning i woke uppe atta 8.45.
hahas.
and dey were leaving atta 9.
hahas.
so cham lorhh.
kaes.
went back ta church.
den went home.
i slept from 1pm in tha afternoon ta 9.30 atta nyte lorhh.
hahas.
lyk pig lidatt.
yeps.
that's all.
kaes.
we are the b-e-s-t. best.
among the r-e-s-t. rest.
we are best among the rest.
among the rest we're the best.
galatians..
woosh!
hahas.
mye team cheer.
we came in first or second..
i carnte remember.
hahas.
anyways.
God has truely worked in the camp.
many souls were saved.
and many were revived.
as for myself..
i noe i have a new passion and fire for Him.
and i pray that it'll not die out..
takkaire all.
(camp came so fast and ended so soon.. it was a camp like never before. im starting to miss camp even more and all the new friends i had made..)